the worst new year-2010

this is the ever worst damn boring new year 2010!
i didn't do anything meaningful on that day 1st January 2010
arrgh...gonna say bad words now,my heart is now filled with anger
i can't stand anymore on such life...
forgive me to have to say such things on my blog

i can't control my attitude and mood now!
i felt disappointed and desperate of my family!
usually my mother......
when i playing computer games,my mum will call me do this do that
fine...now i prefer do my tuition works,and again
my mum annoying me by saying me bad things...

urrgh...i felt anger and chaos about my mother,
why she want to say me bad???
i tried to become her best son,but i can't!
i can't afford it!i can't achieve it!
new year onwards,i know i should always boring...
until after new year onwards following days too...

i can know that my days is boring...
also,every Sunday mother will persuade me go to FRIM to jog
actually,i hate jogging is because i need to go there every sunday
damn,that's boring you know?she want me and my sis go the canopy walks
i hate that!hate such life!hate the feeling of give people forced do things
what i want to do on sunday is revision my work...get a good result on PMR

i will thinking about playing computer on sunday eventually
but now i had changed my mind,i change to revision...
is that a bad things???i don't think so!
i just hope that Sunday will be my enjoyable time,let me have leisure times
in all of the days,i totally hate Sunday,always go FRIM jog and walk,haiz...
i hope that Sunday will be my happiest day,perhaps i can have it...